Time is always not on my side. for weekdays because of work commitment for weekends because there is so many things to catch up for things i don’t get to do on weekdays. i hate this vicious cycle. no matter how hard i try to break it or how innovative i get with spending my precious time it is still not enough.
While “i don’t have time” i a trap but it is still unavoidable many a times. perhaps i am a neat freak, a perfectionist in some ways or am simply greedy. wanting to spend time with husband, family, friends and coco and wanting to do my own things, my personal time and space. and there are the admin tasks like bills payment, following up on items to be reparied, improving area in the house, etc etc) and not forgetting trying to cook whenever possible to makeup for the junk accumulation while eating out….oh what about personal interest like knitting, yoga, reading (oh when was the last time i read? grhhhhh…)
even tranquil time is short lived…
gonna get back to planning so that i can do even more
