Since I already have Coco!  …  Just kidding.

Was deciding between functional and understated Bottega Veneta and elegant Chanel for my birthday and wedding anniversary gift.  Finally laid hands on Veneta, since i am now big for understated style.  The colour?  Definitely, lilac.

Thank you, Love.

Wished that my guess was wrong but unfortunately not – there is no other alternative ( i checked with the groomer several times ), coco has to be completely shaven.  He even prepared us that it can look quite bad.  As i see him shaves coco, I had to control my tears from rolling.

Coco was not coco (in appearance) when we picked her up.  It definitely does not look good.  But to me it does not matter, she is still my coco.  We even bought a dress to put it on for her in case she feels uncomfortable with stares.  She behaves weirdly since returning home; refusing to lie down, refusing to sleep just kept pacing up and down; if not stand and stare into blank space.  We are so so worried.  She had ear infection too and we will have to bring her to the vet.  I had to give her a towel to encourage her to lie down.  It is only now that she finally lies on the towel to catch some sleep.

I completely understand how she feels, i will walk this period of difficult time with her.  Looking forward to 3 months later.

< I will not take any photos of coco now (respecting how she will feel). >

my dear coco came home yesterday after about one month – staying out with our very nice lady who takes care of her while we are engage in other major life events.

we certainly miss coco…while there is an element of fear where she may be spoilt beyond control.  Turns out at day 1 that she still remembers all the house rules and is behaving thus far.  phew…

her hair is messy but certainly looks cute now.  grooming is scheduled today cos the thick coat was not cut for months and are in knots now.  probably have to shave and start anew.  poor coco…

Thanks to friends and love ones and throwing away negative thoughts.  keeping occupied…

Life still goes on…

Bad to planning x’mas shopping

< thanks minmin for your concern, am ok : ) see u soon >

Remember upside-down fish?  It’s no longer upside now.  She now stays at the bottom of the tank for days.  I am sadden especially so that it is her.  The sight of her getting weaker, is enought to  make me cry.  While the other fishes come swiming towards food, she stayed at the bottom unable to move.

My blue blue period has started, trying to suppress, surfacing and going away and coming again.  I wanna drive all the blue days away soon.

need i say more?

Thank you for the special care and lil attentiveness.

Remember “Spunky”?  sorry i lost it but i still have it in my heart…

For someone with a faint heart, for someone who feels giddy sick after running for a very short distance (since young)…it was greatest achievement that i completed the first 4km in life!  Ridiculously funny u may think, but i would still like to brag cos it’s a personal achievement…level up.

Just when i have just picked up the new momentum, i need to stop running for a while.  Not sure how long this “while” will last…

Shoes kept aside…as tired as owner

Yes.  I have started shopping for X’mas!  I hate the year end rush where pple buy for the sake of buying and tonnes of irrelevant gifts are everywhere…n crowds that i totally can’t tolerate.

So i quietly started my shopping.  My first batch of gift hunting…i cannot say what they are, who are they for, for now, in case some friends are reading

This year is an extremely eventful year for me.  From home moving, to re-meeting old friends, to personal health etc…life is so beautiful and delicate.  Wanna live to my fullest for now.

Ever thought how would it be like to never wake up?  ok there is no prince here to help *wink* supposedly.

One can’t quite prepare for everything.  I supposed if it happens to me, i live my moments.  May not be in time to meet all my loves.  Just hope they can understand.

In fairy tales, love last forever.

A lifetime perhaps, a few decades perhaps, a few years, a few weeks, days, hours…

Different people, different loves, different durations.

Aren’t love supposed to last forever to begin with?